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Built a cocoon of self banishment

// January 4th, 2010 // Laila's Randomness

Don’t you think there’s a future there?

Never really thought about it.

How can you not think about that? How does it not cross out your mind that you would want a future with someone?

It’s simple. You know that moment when you look into somebody’s eyes and you can feel them staring into your soul and the whole world goes quiet? Well, I don’t feel that.

You’re an asshole. Don’t you think it’s worth giving it a chance?

A chance to what?

A chance to something real.

You’re definition of real evolves as you get older.

Can you stop being so condescending for one second or is that one of your principles of your bullshit philosophy? The isolation? Is that supposed to be charming?

No, it’s simply a life choice.

It’s a cocoon of self banishment.

You have setup a life where it is impossible to have any kind of human connection and somehow I come along and run this gonlet of your ridiculous life choice and come out the other end smiling, just so you can call me casual? I need to grow up? You’re a 12 year old.