Posts Tagged ‘Peyton’

don`t dream it`s over

// February 7th, 2008 // No Comments » // Love

him: you havent been yourself lately. I mean the girl i remember

her: i havent been that girl for a while. i saw something recently that reminded me of you and me. true love always. always, that’s what we were supposed to have until you showed up and ambushed me.

him: by ambush, you mean propose to you?

her: oh yeah, outta the blue. a proposal that was driven by some insecurity that i have never been able to understand.

him: insecure? right. let me tell you how you get always. when a man asks you to marry him, you say yes. you don’t say no and call him insecure.

her: i never said no. i said that i loved you and that i did wanna marry you someday. and i wanted to so bad but you gave up on us.

him: i gave up on us? by proposing? I gave up on us?

her: No. by not waiting. you gave up on us and you know that’s the truth.

him: you wanna talk truth. let’s tell the truth. you gave up on me. that’s why you didn’t say yes. you didn’t think i could do it. maybe you just didn’t care.

her: you said i was great. you said we could be great. you said we were destined to be together. you said it to the world. you said it to me and i wish you never had because you did not mean a single word of it.

him: you know what, i’m gonna go.

her: whatever this is, i don’t feel right about it.

why do i like writing songs?

// February 7th, 2008 // 1 Comment » // Blogroll

i wanna help someone. i wanna reach that boy or that girl who wakes up someday and feels like it’s not worth it anymore.

maybe because i’ve been that person.

it’s like i dont need to be famous. and i dont need all the money in the world. it’s not about that. it’s about that girl who’s having a horrible day and she hears your song and for 5 minutes, there’s hope you know? it’s like for 5 minutes the world isn’t such a scary place for her anymore.

you ask what’s gonna be enough? That’s going to be enough. That’ll be more than enough.

Cyclone [T-Pain feat. Baby Bash]

// November 18th, 2007 // No Comments » // Music, University, Work

I`ve been trying to listen to happy music like this…

but it doesn`t work. Not saying, it`s not bad. It`s just not in my mood. I realized I do listen to more Metallica and The Cranberries music than ever! I think they`re awesome + they`re classic.

So, I have to write a paper on GPS, and then do Quiz 11 & 12 online for Cybernation Lab. I also have to work everyday this week to pay for OSAP which will be fully done by December I`m hoping. Exciting part is, I still will have some extra cash for Boxing Day. I still get to buy that winter jacket I`ve been eyeing on. I`ve got a Marketing & Lab test this weekend so I hope I pass. I also, went to the library on Friday, Saturday and today I’`m just going to study at home. I`m too tired + it closes at 5pm.

There’s this one drawing I like that Peyton in One Tree Hill drew apparently [not sure if she really did as an actress, she portrayed this dark quiet blonde haired smart girl who draws and loves music]

Yeah, I have to say I love this drawing. Don`t you?

Anyways, I`m just going to rest up then study. Back to work tomorrow…Can`t believe it`s Monday already! =(

Xoxo,
Laila